WE WERE ALMOST THERE.

Can you tell me
How can one miss what she's never had
How could I reminisce when there is no past
How could I have memories of being happy with you boy
Could someone tell me how can this be
How could my mind pull up incidents
Recall dates and times that never happened
How could we celebrate a love that's to late
And how could I really mean the words I'm bout to say

yeah babe, what happened?

it's been quite some time since i posted my sht stuff here. i was too stressed out by school works, college preparations, national congress, and my anxiety attacks. i cannot comprehend why these stuff are suddenly pouring or whatever you call it.

i hate how people notice your mistakes easily. as if they are perfect. go to hell LOSERS! stop being nosy and mind your own business. why don't you start getting a life?

i hate how other people seem to DITCH you. like, HELLO? ARE YOU STILL THERE? god! you call yourselves friends? better stop and think twice. you've got all the time you need. oops. not ALL the time in the world sweetie.

i hate being pressured and you know it. i want everything to be accomplished but there's one thing i don't need to get those things done. PRESSURE. take it with you. don't need it as a companion.

i hate BACKSTABBERS. who would want them? right? you thought she's your friend. after some time, you'd find out she's saying outrageous stuff about you. you motherfuckers! get lost! keep in mind that SCARS won't fade away.

i hate KISS ASS people. ugh, can you not get "there" without "filling" the teacher's head. play fair. we all want THAT thing.


I am so full of love.
I am so full of hate.
I am so full of these feelings
That turn me every which way.

I am so full of you.
I am so full of me.
I am so full of these words
That don't tell her a fucking thing.

give me a good reason why you left me hanging.
explain to me why - of all the ways - we ended like this.
help me understand, help me move on.
you tell me to move on with my life.
how is that possible when my life left me already?

MY FUTURE JUST ENDED

had my DLSUCET today. OCTOBER 12, 2008 (SUNDAY)
GATE 1
room L210
seat number 8

goodbye LA SALLE. i shall never see you again. ENTER the school EVER again. if i pass?


MIRACLES DO HAPPEN :|


did i finish the friggin subtests? nuh-uhh. shotgun answering. that's how i finished it.


god! you're so great if i pass the test. please lord. pero if i were to choose between la salle and ateneo, i'd go for ATENEO :)


FUTURE ENDED THERE.