CHRISTMAS WISHLIST :)

okaaaay. so here is my Christmas wishlist for this year :)
i know it's way too EXPENSIVE. kaya kung sino makapagbibigay sakin ng isa sa mga ito, mahal na mahal talaga kita at pakakasalan kita :) hahah.

this is the shizzz babe :*

oh please lord. send me my angel :) i want these babies.

I HATE TO ADMIT

"i hate to admit it, but i think i'm already falling for you." oh my. this sucks.

"LORENZO" seemed to be ages ago. but when i see him with her or talking about her or spending time with her, sheeesh! i want to strangle the girl.

i know i should not be doing this right NOW because i have some other IMPORTANT things to attend to. but i guess, letting this thing out will take HIM out of my mind. oh please do take him out of my already boggled mind.

how will i know if he's the RIGHT ONE already?
if he sings for me.

so, i'll be waiting for the CALL. i'll be waiting for that SPECIAL SONG.

i must bid goodbye to the "LORENZO" that had a very special place in my heart. i hate to see you go. maybe we're not the right ONE for each other. i'm sure you'll find her. we must go on and stop hurting each other. FRIENDS? yes. BEST FRIENDS :)

so i'll be here;
patiently waiting for the ONE.

I WILL BE FOR YOU IF YOU LET ME.

current song: SHAWTYITSYOURBOOTY :)

"girl i'm addicted to you."

uhm, watched TWILIGHT last friday. it was just an OKAY movie. wasn't great at all. not bad either. IF AND IF you read the book before you watch the god damn flick, you'll be in OUR side. two grueling hours of vampire film. GOD! the only thing i somehow liked was the baseball part. RAWR. THE MOVIE HOUSE WAS FULL OF THE "OOOHHS" AND "AHHHHHS" of the audience. EXCEPT FOR THE THREE OF US. when edward "glittered", we were the only ones laughing. DAMN. i wanted to ask everyone, "HAVE YOU READ THE BOOK!?" what a horrible audience.

so there, disappointing. anyway, something to look forward to. HARRY POTTER - TALES OF BEEDLE THE BARD. can't believe i'm exchanging a NIKE AIR FORCE for that book and WICKED. garrrr. hahah. WEIRD ME :)

ohyeah. got a NEW line from a fic i was reading earlier.

"WILL YOU BE MY GIRLFRIEND TIL THE DAY YOU BECOME MY FIANCEé?"

MUSHY. i know. it's really sweet and icky at the same time. the hell you care? :D

kiddin'.

"WILL YOU?"

BEST MAN IN THE WORLD

PATSY'S WRITE-UP.


Mia is an exceptional and well-balanced individual. Her endeavors are laced with excellence, proven by the fact that she has already accomplished a lot of things at such a young age. A typical day would start with her school activities and it will always end with one last look at her textbooks and assignments. It would be very difficult to sway her focus when she is studying.

Although, she devotes most of her time to her studies, it wouldn’t do justice to say that she is devoid of fun and recreation. She is a typical teenager, usually surfing the internet on her free time-looking for new songs and new novels to read. She likes to watch movies with her friends. Mia is also a fun person to be with since she can always come up with a new activity to explore.

As her high school years come to an end, Mia will face another crossroad in her life. The university life that lies ahead will be filled with difficulties that will test her character. But with the preparation she received in school and her quick-witted persona, it is rest assured that Mia will pass her next test in flying colors. There will be no doubt that success will always follow.

WE WERE ALMOST THERE.

Can you tell me
How can one miss what she's never had
How could I reminisce when there is no past
How could I have memories of being happy with you boy
Could someone tell me how can this be
How could my mind pull up incidents
Recall dates and times that never happened
How could we celebrate a love that's to late
And how could I really mean the words I'm bout to say

yeah babe, what happened?

it's been quite some time since i posted my sht stuff here. i was too stressed out by school works, college preparations, national congress, and my anxiety attacks. i cannot comprehend why these stuff are suddenly pouring or whatever you call it.

i hate how people notice your mistakes easily. as if they are perfect. go to hell LOSERS! stop being nosy and mind your own business. why don't you start getting a life?

i hate how other people seem to DITCH you. like, HELLO? ARE YOU STILL THERE? god! you call yourselves friends? better stop and think twice. you've got all the time you need. oops. not ALL the time in the world sweetie.

i hate being pressured and you know it. i want everything to be accomplished but there's one thing i don't need to get those things done. PRESSURE. take it with you. don't need it as a companion.

i hate BACKSTABBERS. who would want them? right? you thought she's your friend. after some time, you'd find out she's saying outrageous stuff about you. you motherfuckers! get lost! keep in mind that SCARS won't fade away.

i hate KISS ASS people. ugh, can you not get "there" without "filling" the teacher's head. play fair. we all want THAT thing.


I am so full of love.
I am so full of hate.
I am so full of these feelings
That turn me every which way.

I am so full of you.
I am so full of me.
I am so full of these words
That don't tell her a fucking thing.

give me a good reason why you left me hanging.
explain to me why - of all the ways - we ended like this.
help me understand, help me move on.
you tell me to move on with my life.
how is that possible when my life left me already?

MY FUTURE JUST ENDED

had my DLSUCET today. OCTOBER 12, 2008 (SUNDAY)
GATE 1
room L210
seat number 8

goodbye LA SALLE. i shall never see you again. ENTER the school EVER again. if i pass?


MIRACLES DO HAPPEN :|


did i finish the friggin subtests? nuh-uhh. shotgun answering. that's how i finished it.


god! you're so great if i pass the test. please lord. pero if i were to choose between la salle and ateneo, i'd go for ATENEO :)


FUTURE ENDED THERE.

ALBERT EINSTEIN

wow, it's been a long time. haven't posted anything here for the past month. well, too many things to do and pressure is everywhere. LITERALLY.

had my ACET last september 14. it was OK. i hope i pass the test.

had practices for the chorale. we LOST, but it's ok. we had fun and that's what matters most.

had my ACAT last saturday. i passed! hell yeah :) i have a school already. happiness.

hmm, had the science and math celebration today. CRAMMING CRAMMING CRAMMING. team EINSTEIN yo!

eli said, "WE'RE GIVING EINSTEIN A BAD NAME."

i agree! hahah.

we were answering the questions for the primary and intermediate level. it was easy. of course :)

we got a prize for answering the trivia questions.

eli's answer: DEOXYRIBONUCLEIC ACID
patsy's answer: LEUKOCYTES

ohyeah. we answered right :)

highschool division.

GOD! the questions were mind boggling. as usual. too much pressure for me. i'm the senior eh. NO STUDYING POLICY. ahright :)

we weren't expecting the outcome. SWEAR! no one studied in our group. oops. correction. the frosh studied. she wasn't even bothered. SMARTY PANTS :)

it was really unexpected, but we are really grateful. we had to go through the clincher round against team PYTHAGORAS. i was really lucky to get the final answer. it was about physics. can't rely on the younger students. they don't know physics. heard, but knew nothing about it.

LAW OF INTERACTION :)

oh how i love you. we won because of you :D

tiring day, but we had a blast :)

THREE WORDS. EIGHT LETTERS. SAY IT AND I'M YOURS

JUST A RECAP OF WHAT HAPPENED LAST FRIDAY:

MANG BERTING'S TAHUAN ATBP. :)

it was a grueling day but worth it. POSITIVELY. first entrep of the seniors :] oh god, i am a senior and that sucks. i am old and cranky and feeble. tss. going back to MANG BERTING'S TAHUAN ATBP., we sold everything. SERIOUSLY. that's way too cool for me. to think that we weren't able to buy the ice cream because we couldn't find a store or ice plant that sells dry ice. suckers. MANG BERTING'S TAHUAN ATBP. should have been MANG BERTING'S SORBETESAN AT TAHUAN :( anyway, we did it and i'm proud to say that.

after the entrep, we had our club activity. obviously, i was in the covered court. VOLLEYBALL. something stupid happened and that i am ashamed of. but looking on the brighter side, i saved the ball. with a little boooooobooooooooo though :D

went home. surprised. shocked. amazed. dazzled. baffled. hahah. everything. my mom gave me a gift. actually, i got two packages. one from DOROTHY PERKINS and the other, DEBENHAMS. yeah. i was shocked. my birthday? nahh. not till october. she got me 2 pink blouses - yeah, it's pink - from dorothy perkins. got a skirt from debenhams. woah. totally. UNEXPECTED but highly appreciated :)

did some reading for my UA&P exam.

SATURDAY CAME.

went to ATENEO for my acet mock test. took the test seriously? oh please! you're humoring me :D

after that, we attended mass. bought myself six MONGOL #1 PENCILS, SHARPENERS(yes. it's plural.) , and another eraser. wait, i forgot. i bought myself a new book :) actually, i made them buy me the book. third installment of MAXIMUM RIDE. who influenced me on reading that awesome book? ADRIAN WILLIAM BERNARDO TAN. ohyeah. thanks :)

slept late. weird right? the fact that, my exam the next day is in the morning.

HERE COMES TODAY :]

woke up at around 6 am. what time was my exam? 7:45. hahah. well UA&P is just near. fifteen minute driving, i'll be there. right on time.

ROOM: TELENGTAN (FIFTH FLOOR)

i was with JANINE and NELLIE. victor was there too. like 2 seats away from me. we didn't greet each other. hahah. as if. the other victor was in another room. probably with pam.

how was the test? i think it's easier than the upcat. i got more correct answers in math. i guess. my final answers appeared in the choices. that was awesome. hahah.

UA&P's test is very different from the other tests. reading comprehension wasn't completely multiple choice. just the vocabulary part. abstract reasoning? it was waaaaay toooo abstract for me to understand. i was turning the paper in all directions, still i couldn't see the correct answer. blaaahh. well, that's life.

hoping i'll pass that exam. RAQUEL SACDALAN! i'll keep my promise. if i pass that, i'll treat you - starbucks :) venti or whatever you like? hahah.

toodles :]

LIFE WITHOUT YOU ISN'T WORTH LIVING

EDWARD CULLEN VS A BOOHOOOO :)

A normal guy would say: “I love you Baby!”
Edward Cullen would say: “You are my life now.”

Normal Guy would say: “I think I am falling for you.”
Edward Cullen would say: “The Lion fell in Love with the Lamb”

Normal Guy would say: “You hair looks like a haystack; go brush it!”
Edward Cullen would say: "Your hair looks like a haystack but I like it.”

A normal guy would pick a random song from a random artist and dedicate it to you.
Edward Cullen would sing you a song he wrote for you while playing the piano.

If you died, a normal guy would find another.
If you died, Edward would kill himself cause life without you isn’t worth living.

"Well, I wasn't going to live without you.." He rolled his eyes as if that fact were childishly obvious. "..but I wasn't sure how to do it. I knew Emmet and Jasper would never help so I was thinking maybe I would go to Italy and do something to provoke the Volturi."

As you leave the house, a normal guy would say: “Bye, see ya!”
As you leave the house Edward Cullen would say: “Come back to me, love.”

He smiled my favorite smile. "Hurry back to me."
"Always."

As you come back to the house, a normal guy would be watching TV and wouldn’t even notice.
As you come back to the house, Edward Cullen would be welcoming you by playing the piano with a song just for you.

"I heard the music before I was out of the car. Edward hadn't touched his piano since the night Alice left. Now, as I shut the door, I heard the song morph through a bridge and change into my lulluby. Edward was welcoming me home.'

A normal guy would wait for you to make him breakfast.
Edward Cullen would make you breakfast everyday.

While you are both out for dinner, a normal guy wouldn’t keep his eyes off the sexy waitress.
Edward Cullen wouldn’t even notice the waitress was a female.

A normal guy, while driving, would keep one hand on the wheel and one hand on the radio.
Edward Cullen, while driving, would keep one hand on the wheel and the other attached to yours.

While far apart in different places, a normal guy would say: “I miss you.”
While far apart in different places, Edward Cullen would say: “It’s like you've taken half myself with you.”

A normal guy wouldn’t care or notice if you had nightmares.
Edward Cullen would sing until your nightmares went away.
"Do you want me to sing to you? I'll sing all night if it will keep the bad dreams away."

A normal guy does it with everyone.
Edward Cullen only does it with one.

A normal guy buys you flowers and chocolates.
Edward Cullen buys you a car.

-nice. like it :]

fears packed in a suitcase of doubts

my fears packed and crammed up in my trusty old suitcase? hope it's as easy as packing my clothes for the much anticipated holiday vacation trip. unfortunately, it isn't.

well, we all carry our own emotional baggages with us and that doesn't make us less significant or less manly for the guys. it mustn't even bring us a notch lower. it should be our guiding mark as we live on. it will make us strive harder and continue to reach for our goals.

yes, life gets tough most especially when there seems to be no way out of the endless labyrinth we are in. it is as hard as reaching for the rainbow's end wherein you aren't even aware where it starts. we all have dreams that we are continuously wishing for. dreams that may seem ridiculous and way too far from the grasp of reality.

but have you ever thought of the possibility that though it seems way too impossible to happen, we can still believe that it'll happen someday, somehow?

you might have been that close to reaching your desires. but then, there are those who keep you from getting to it. you are that close to tasting the bittersweet victory you deserve. suddenly, someone sidetracks you. everything seemed too close to you, when matter-of-factly, it isn't within your reach.

no end in sight? that's ridiculous. of course there's an end to everything. an end to your sufferings, an end to your misfortunes, an end to your life.

I JUST WANTED TO BE LOST

oh my good lord. you're the best. false alarm. haven't failed any exam. YET. i was not feeling well yesterday. cried hard BECAUSE of that physics thing. i was really down and all.

rawr. TAPOS, KANINA! nagrecheck ng paper. ABA! binilang ko. 50.5 ako. 51 bale. inulit ko kasi di ako makapaniwala. pinacheck ko kay kate at mara. 50.5 nga.

PASADO NA KO :)

ohyeah. SANA NALANG QUALIFIED PA KO :]

in a world of discord

trip ko lang ipost. someone's trying to put some sense in me. thanks. bestfriend and krizzel :)

AUGUST 20, 2008 (WEDNESDAY)

panda: bestfreeend.
panda: baket?
patricia: unang beses kong bumagsak
panda: san?
patricia: sa exam
panda: score?
panda: first?
panda: as in first time?
patricia: yeah
panda: MEANING DI KA PA NABAGSAK KAHIT KELAN?
panda: sa buong buhay mo?
patricia: sa exam
patricia: sa periodical
patricia: lang naman
panda: ano score mo?
patricia: 41/70
patricia: 74% ln
panda: :+
panda: ano passing?
patricia: 45
panda: aaw
panda: condolence bestfriend
patricia: grabe
patricia: wala na ko sa top 10
panda: ay SHET.
patricia: wala na bestfriend
patricia: patay na koooo
panda: anong subject?
patricia: physics
panda: aw
panda: bat anu ba meron dun sa test na yun?
panda: at alam na ng parents mo?
patricia: yeah
patricia: alam na nila
patricia: hindi ko kayang hnd sinasabi un scores ko ehh
patricia: kht test ln na bagsak
panda: aaw
panda: ano sabi nila
patricia: uhm
patricia: ewan
patricia: ok ln ata?
panda: yun namna pala eh
patricia: pero hnd prn ok skn
patricia: super sakit bestfriend
panda: I KNOW.
patricia: hindi ko na alam ggwin ko
patricia: super saklap pa ng araw ko
panda: bakeet?
patricia: bago ko kasi natanong un score ko sa physics
patricia: ayaw pa maniwala un teacher ko na kasabay pinasa un nb ko
patricia: wala kasing check at grade
patricia: as in andaming nagtatanggol skn
patricia: ayaw maniwala
patricia: mga best friend ko daw kasi sila
panda: anoo?
patricia: ayaw maniwala na pinasa ko tlg un nb ko sa TLE
patricia: hindi nea kasi nacheckan
patricia: naka x sana un grade ko
panda: pero chineckan niy?
patricia: yata
patricia: kasi umiyak ako
patricia: ?
panda: ANG SHET na teacher nun ba.
panda: parang anoo baaa.
panda: si MIAA mandadaya?
panda: pshh.
panda: ikaw ata ang pinaka honest na tao na kilala ko sa buong mundo eh.
panda: HONESTLY speaking.
patricia: tss
patricia: as in
patricia: kaya
patricia: sabi ko
patricia: na ako? hindi magpapasa
patricia: hindi ako un
patricia: chaka snabi ko
patricia: never pa kong hindi nagpasa sa buhay ko
patricia: hai
panda: OO NGA!
panda: nakooo
panda: that prof will rot in helL!
panda: *hell
panda: with the fire and satan and the hitler and everything else
patricia: bad
patricia: tsktsk
patricia: hai
patricia: anhirap
panda: hwy
panda: *hey
panda: favoor

*deleted something. bestfriend thng.*

panda: huuuy
panda: AYUS lang yan
panda: GRADES are worth shit.
panda: TAPOS na eh.
panda: c'mooon miiaaaa.
patricia: rawr
patricia: anhirap kasi ng sobra
panda: okay lang yan.
panda: ETO NALANG
patricia: unang beses
BUZZ!!!


panda: that's the greatest thing you will get
panda: IN HIGH SHOOL
panda: and it comes only once
panda: see?
panda: pwede ka pa naman bumawi eh.
panda: isang quarter lang yn no.
patricia: pero wala na ko sa honors
patricia: list
patricia: kasi kn hnd ako makaabot ng 85
patricia: wala na
panda: onga.
panda: pero MIAA.
panda: di mo nagets sinabi ko eh.
panda: nasan ba ko NGAYON?
panda: di ba maayos paren naman?
patricia: la salle?
patricia: yeah
panda: you're wasting your time depressing over it.
panda: and i'm saying WASTING.
panda: kasi napagdaanan ko din yan eh
patricia: pero at least nasa top ten ka prin
patricia: ako wala na
panda: and yes i WASTED a lot of time.
panda: pwede ba tanggalin mo lahat ng at least
panda: AT LEAST nasa top ten?
panda: think mo enough yun para sa isang tao na buong GS at half ng HS nya first honor?
panda: lahat ng prof ko nun ako ineexpect
panda: as in LAHAT.
panda: sinayang ko daw yung chance
panda: ek ek
panda: ganun ganun
panda: pero yun nga eh.
panda: it's not worth it
panda:
panda: i'd rather be TOPless (HAHA!) or TOPdown than be a valedictorian without friends and memories.
BUZZ!!!
panda: eto yun miaa eh
panda: don't waste your time.
panda: move on.
panda: SMILE.
patricia: waaaah
patricia: bakit ayaw magregister sa utak ko
patricia: mga pinagsasabi ng mga tao?
patricia: baliw na ko
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panda: NAWP
panda: di ka baliw
panda: you're just plain EMO.
panda:
patricia: i'm not
panda: my lion-ic weird mentally ill bestfriend.
panda: kidding.
panda: joookel ang miaa.
panda: kasi namaan.
panda: wag kana ma depress kaya.
patricia: ang hirap hindi madepress eh
patricia: may math and english pa
patricia: hindi ko pa alam scores ko
patricia: pati eco
patricia: hai
panda: aaaw.
panda: MIAA.
panda: natutuwa ako sayo
patricia: bakit naman?
panda: wala lang.
panda: haha.
panda: sabagay
panda: wala naman akong magagawa para matanggal yang depression.
patricia: KASI
patricia: bakit ayaw matanggal?
patricia: BAKIT?
panda: you just can't
panda: because that's what makes you you.
panda: yang pagiging grade conscious mo.
panda: kasi kung wala yan
panda: di ikaw si MIAA.
panda: gets?
patricia: waaah
panda: alam ko namang kahit ano sabihin ko di mawawala yang lungkot mo eh
panda: i just tried anyways.
patricia: pati ikaw nagsasabi na grade conscious ako
patricia: sht
panda: totoo naman ah?
patricia: ganun na ba tlg ako?
panda: and what's WRONG?
panda: with being that?
patricia: not that normal?
panda has signed out. (8/20/2008 8:12 PM)

i hope you're happy in the end
i hope you're happy my friend

there's always a first time

oh god. i know there's always a first time. why only now? why not during my elem years or freshmen days? why should i get a failing grade in the periodical exam? to think that i'm in my senior year and it's the FIRST time. it HURTS. a lot.

what do i think of myself? a BIG FAILURE. i'm nothing but a failure.

DEPRESSION. it can kill you. it WILL kill you.

come get me now.

WALL E :]

hai. hell week nga naman ohh. monday, MATH CHAPTER TEST and PHYSICS TAKE HOME SHIT.

TUESDAY: advance tests. TLE, HEALTH, and COMPUTER. rawr. pumasa daw ako sa computer test :) 91/100. mas mababa naun kesa last year. pero ok nrin :] at least pumasa.

WEDNESDAY: CLE, ECONOMICS, and CALCULUS. sa awa ng diyos, pumasa naman daw ako sa eco. sabi ni mrs cortez. ohyeah LORD :)

THURSDAY: ENGLISH and PHYSICS. pamatay ever ang physics. actually, binigay naman niya yung mga formulas. yun nga lang, di naman ginamit lahat. di niya rin binigay lahat kaya wala ako naisagot. musta naman diba?

aside from killer tests, pinilit ko si mrs adri na payagan ako sumali sa math review.

*pasok sa office nila mrs adri at umupo sa tabi ni haha*

"mrs adri, payagan mo na ko sumali mamaya sa review."

"o sige :)"

"yun lang pala kailangan kong sabihin?"

discrimination naman kasi eh. ayaw kami pasamahin sa review. dahil lang nasa top ten :( pero pinayagan na ko kaya ok na.

hmm, ngayon din pala kami nagcommute ni trina mula school pauwi samin :) kinakabahan ako nun. pero ayos na. kaasar kasi, wala pa yung sasakyan namin kahapon.

FIRST BUS RIDE WITHOUT AN ADULT :D masaya na ko dun kaya walang pakielamanan :P

FRIDAY: FILIPINO AND MATH. ohyeah. mas nadalian ako sa math kesa sa physics. to think na mas trip ko ang science. hahah. mas nabilisan kasi ako kaya feeling ko mas madali :D

*un nangyari nung math test*

tapos na ko magsagot, pero di ko pa narereview ulit un mga sagot ko. naghikab at nagstretch.

*antonette tumingin sakin*

antonette: tapos ka na! ang yabang mo talaga.

me:] : hindi pa noh. pero mas madali toh kesa sa physics kahapon ahh.

after 20 minutes? basta mejo matagal na. nagpasa na ang karamihan. at as usual, nakaupo parin ako at di mabitawan ang papel.

*pumasok si antonette sabay banat*..

antonette: di ka parin tapos?

me: hindi pa ehh. nagchecheck pa ko ng mga sagot ko.

antonette: sus! may pacheckcheck pang nalalaman. ang yabang mo talaga. di mo na kailangan.

me: anong hindi?! chaka bakit ba? masama ba magcheck?

hahah. benta talaga sakin mga banat ni tonette. "pacheckcheck pa.." :D

tapos tapos, umuwi muna kami sa bahay tapos pupunta ng mega para mag gala :)

dumaan muna kila KAREN para magpaalam. gago yan ehh. iiwan na naman kami. babalik na sa tate :(

tapos napanis na si raquel sa kakahintay samin sa mega. hahah. tapos bumalik na naman kami sa shang. musta naman diba? hindi makapagpasya :D

nanuod kami ng WALL E :) aww. EVE :D

natawa sa sinabi ko un isang tatay na naunang pumasok samin.

mia(yeah. AKO:]): grabe naman. ang lamig na nandito palang tayo sa labas.

*tingin siya samin. sa suot namin actually at natawa*

OO na po. BAKIT KASI NAGSHORTS!? MALING DAMIT. kasi si RAQUEL! sabi magshorts daw. peste.

tapos, parehas pa kami ni trina ng shorts. identical lang naman. di exact :D tas pareho pa ng shade ng shorts and shirt. parang magsasayaw lang eh :)

yun. natuwa naman kami sa WALL E. cartoons men :) parang hindi fourth year eh noh? hahah.

hinatid si kate sa mrt tas bumalik sa loob at nag national :)

umuwi narin si raquel at sumugod na siya sa ulan.

kami ni trina, nag ikot ikot pa. nagpatila ng ulan. pero lalong lumakas.

BASANG BASA KAMI. SHT. kung kelan alam kong dineliver na sa bahay un kotse at alam ko na tlgng nandun na, chaka pa hindi kami sinundo. LALO NA'T UMUULAN. peste.

well, tapos na. at ang haba nito. masyado na kasing matagal bago ako nakapagblog :)

namiss? hahah.

that's it :)

thanks KATE, RAQUEL, AND TRINA :)

CRYING WON'T DO ANY GOOD TO YOU

STRESSED. SUPER.

last sunday was my UPCAT and i cried. silly right? when i went out of the building, parents were nowhere to be seen. no phone with me. i knew where our car was parked. but the problem is, i don't know how to cross the street. damn.

i was about to cross, i nearly got hit. yeah, stupid me. then then, i waited. so there, i had someone to go with.

i saw them and they got shocked i was able to cross the street. sht. they asked how was the test and i did the "cutting-the-neck" sign.

we got inside the car and they were telling me stuff:

"ok lang yan.at least may idea ka na kung pano ang exam."

sabay lingon ni mommy sakin..

"oh bakit ka umiiyak?"

i was talking through sobs.

"kasi, hindi ako papasa. sobrang hirap. wala akong nasagot."

"wag mo na isipin. kahit pumasa ka naman diyan, di ka papasukin ng daddy mo diyan eh."

still crying.

"kasi, tanggalin mo na yang pagiging pessimistic mo. walang mangyayari sayo niyan eh."

"kaya from now on, positive outlook dapat."

"magiging blue eagle ka naman eh hindi dito."

un ang storya ng upcat ko.

kahapon? naiyak ako nung math time. super stressed out na kasi. di na kinaya yung mga gagawin.

pag-uwi ko, diretso sa taas at nag-aral. nakatulog sa sobrang pagod.

paggising ko, hindi na nagdinner at lahat. nagsimula na sa eco. habang nagbabasa. TUMULO na un luha ko. ang iyakin ko. aminado ako.

pagtingin ng mommy ko, medyo napagalitan pa ko.

anyway, asar kasi yung math. hindi na naman ako makakapasa. MALAMANG.


DAPAT MAGPAPATURO AKO KAY ADRIAN TANANAN, KASO BUSY SIYA. SO, KAY BESTFRIEND NAMAN.

KASO, NAALALA KONG IMPOSIBLENG MAGKAINTINDIHAN KAMI SA YM. HAHAH.

TAPOS TAPOS, NASABIHAN PA AKO NG ABNORMAL. MUSTA NAMAN UN?

ym namin ...
patricia lunas: pero kahit na
patricia lunas: baka wala na ko sa top ten dhil dito
patricia lunas: peste tlg
patricia lunas: wala rn si third
patricia lunas: pwd rn sana syang magturo
patricia lunas: rawr
panda: ano ba top mo?
patricia lunas: something
patricia lunas: un na un
patricia lunas: mababa
panda: NAAH
panda: ano nga?
patricia lunas: basta
patricia lunas: nakakafrustrate ln ehh
BUZZ!!!
panda: ano nga?
patricia lunas: 5 3 3 5
patricia lunas: third year yan
patricia lunas: sa class
patricia lunas: rawr
panda: ahm...
panda: and WHY DIDNT YOU TELL ME THAT EARLIER?
patricia lunas: bakit?
patricia lunas: ano meron?
panda: sabi mo normal ka!
panda: haha
patricia lunas: oo nga
panda: matalino ka kaya!
panda: di ka normal
patricia lunas: normal naman ako ahh
patricia lunas: normal kaya
panda: AAW
panda: ang humble ni bestfriend
patricia lunas: ewan ko sayo
patricia lunas: normal ako
patricia lunas: di ko nga toh maintindihan ehh
patricia lunas: as in
panda: ayus lang
panda: abnormal ka pa ren
patricia lunas: normal ngaaa
patricia lunas: ankulet
panda: di kayaa
panda: abnormal!

musta naman diba? ang haba masyado. pero basta. umiyak ako at tinawag akong abnormal.

*BOW*

WE FOUND OUR PRINCE IN ENDERUN

GAWA NG PINAKAMAMAHAL KONG SI HAHA :)

T'was Sui Generis' campus tours day today. MASAYA. :)) Itatry ko ikwento talaga. :))

BEFORE WORSHIP

people: extra jooooss!!
me: yes! joss joss JOSS!!
*distributes the joss*

JOSS lang 'yan! :))

nico: ay ohmygosh ay ohmygosh ay wait what?
[take note mga kapatid wala siyang kausap niyan ha. =)) =)) =)) ]
me: amp, nakastarbucks ka?! *eyes dwell on starbucks on table*
nico: *smiles* *gasps* extra joooss!

JOSS lang 'yan! :))

me: ano 'to? *holds tupperware*
bea: peanut butter
me: anong meron?
bea: dala ni kolleen yung tinapay.
me: pucha picnic?
mia: dala ko na yung chopping board :)) :))

JOSS lang yan! :))

WORSHIP

me: *ubo* ouch *ubo* ahahouch *ubo* hooh >.<
patsy: masakit? masakit noh? ako din! ...
[wow. hindi. :))]

JOSS lang yan! :))

me: (deep inside my thoughts) joss joss joss joss JOSS JOSS JOSS JOSS!!!
:)) :)) :))

LOADING

mrs. a: rita and cecilia sa big bus. bernadette ride the L3's na! go na!
me, patsy/mia, etc etc: *runs like crazy* (joss kasi xp)

WOHOO!! THE BEST BUS !!! :))

rollcall loves. coz i love you. :))

nicolette
bea
kolz
pj
patsy
haha
bianx
faye
kate
rocky
eva

BUS RIDE TO APC and APC CAMPUS TOUR thing

prayer first. naks.

tapos nagreview kami ng vocabs. :)) kasi malapit lang APC, yun lang muna inaral namin. (at hanggang APC natuwa kami sa vocablist xp)

sa bus...
"uy guys, best bus tayo ha?xp"
bea: "beybeh beybeh!" (slowmo) :)) :))

JOSS lang 'yan! :))

kami first group na dumating. (go carding! XD)

...while lining up for registration...

sobriquet
me: guys. new damn word. sobriquet.
busmates: ano yun, ano yun?
me: pucha nickname lang pala ibig sabihin. pinahirap pa.
mia: "that's a nice sobriquet"

impecunious
me: eto pang bwiset. impecunious
busmates: impewhat?
me: means "having no money"
all: *laughtrip*
kolz: "i can't go with you guys to the mall coz you know, i'm impecunious right now."
kate: akala mo ang ganda ng sinabi, wala lang pala siyang pera!

sybarite
me: uy rich and famous!
rich&famous: yep?
me: we have a new word to learn. :)) sybarite. :))
rich&famous: meaning?
me: a person into luxury and pleasure
rich&famous: *does the rich and famous hand sign* oh yeah. sybarites. :)) :)) :))

malapropism
me: ang cool. there's such a word to call it.
angeli: ha, ano?
me: malapropism.
angeli: *looks at vocablist* ewan ko sayo! *walks out* :))

...APC test...

grabe, nagHAGDAN kami mula ground floor hanggang tumitingalang SEVENTH FLOOR. =)) hagdan mga kapatid. =)) nakita niyo naman yung bag ko!! grabe nabuhay naman ako.xp

kolz: may pencil kayo?
me: anim.
bea: adik! penge. :))

kolz: wait. test na? hindi pa ata ako handa.
haha: keri na lang!
kuya: you may start once mafill-out niyo na yung binigay na paper na una sa inyo.
kolz: ano yung troubleshoot?
patsy: huh?! bakit??
kolz: sshh!! number 1 yun. :)) ano rin yung incorrigible? :))
patsy: haha dictionary!!
me: *opens my BAAAGG gets dictionary*
kolz: *panics* asan na asan na asan na yung words! :))
kuya: start
patsy: *whispers* number 1, "b".

commercial: grabeee.. ang laki nung bilog na sheshade-an sa answer sheet. =)) may asawa't anak na'ko, nagsheshade pa rin ako. =)) nagmumura eh.. "t*ngina circle ako, i-shade mo'ko" :)) :)) :))

nico: number 6?
me: "c"
nico: *in a louder voice* "c"?
me: shh!
tablemates: *laughtrip*

patsy: haha. *does hand signal for number*
me: *does hand signal for letter* :)) :))

patsy: *covers answer sheet*
kolz: ibaba mo tanga. hindi ko makita! :)) :))

me: grabe ang laki naman nung isheshade na circle. galit sila!
bea: oo nga grabe nakakatamad tuloy.
kolz: okay lang yan haha, para kita namin dito sagot mo! :)) :))

tablemates: all papers passed.
patsy: wait lang. hindi ko pa yata kayang bitawan to.
tablemates: *laugh*
patsy: kelangan ko tong ipasa.
me: tsong, kung bumagsak tayo dito na sabog-sabog pa, pasado na tayong stanford man.
patsy: stanford? ay. magpiprinceton ako.
me: aww, hindi tayo schoolmates. :)) :)) :))

...snacktime...

me: excuse me, do i just line up and tell them that i wasn't given a food stub?
kuya pa-cute: ay oo nga pala. wait lang, kasi kelangan mong bumaba sa may registration kasi dun nila ibibigay eh.
me: ah okay, thanks anyway po.
kuya: gusto mo samahan kita?
me: hindi, okay na lang po.
kuya: samahan na kita.
me: hindi na po.
kuya: *akbay* let's go.
me: uhm okay. =| :)) :))

nico: uy! picture-an natin yung m&m's sa hands ko!
patsy: ang dumi ng kamay mo eh!
nico: hindi kaya! glitters lang yan!
patsy: tapos ilalagay mo m&m's diyan?! tapos kakainin natin?
nico: edible naman ang glitters diba? =)) =)) =)) =))
HOMAYGOSH LAUGHTRIP.

kuya (na naman): *lapit* gusto mo ako na kumuha ng picture?
me: no thanks. keri lang.
kuya: sige, ako na. sumama ka na dun sa picture.
me: kuya naman 'wag na noh. thanks na lang.
kuya: sure?
me: sure.
kuya: sige, keri mo eh. :)) :))

kuya: punta na tayo guys sa auditorium for the talk.
me: kolz patulong. *buhat bag*
patsy: that's not a bag, BAAAGG yan!
me: it's actually my tote bag. wait til you see my luggage. =)) =))
(umepal na naman xp) kuya: ang laki naman ng bag mo.
me: onga eh.
kuya: gusto mo ako na magbuhat?
me: eto ka na naman eh.
kuya: hindi nga, ako na magbuhat. *tries to weigh my bag*
me: keri lang.
kuya: keri lang? ang bigat kaya!
me: napansin ko din eh.
kuya: akin na, ako na talaga magbubuhat.
me: sige, kuya keri ko pa talaga.
kuya: just tell me kung hindi na.
me: you'll know for sure. you'll see me crawling up the stairs na.

....sa auditorium...

mrs cortez: reginna, you count how many students are here.. xp
me: ma'am?!
mrs cortez: count na!
me: ma'am ALL?!?!
mrs cortez: ay sorry. headcount your batch. hehe. :)))

guy w/ the friends: hi.
me: *smile*
guy: patingin naman ako ng pictures! *looks at my cam*
me: *sama ng tingin* eh? *mas salubong pa na kilay*
guy: sorry. nagpapaimpress lang. hindi ba tumalab?
me: *freaked out smile* hehe. *moves away*
guy: uy joke lang.
friends: baka english yan.
guy: hey jokes only!
me: *smiles and nods*
friends: sabi sayo english eh.
(biglang dating ni mrs cortez)
mrs cortez: ano na yung headcount?
me: miss, kumpleto na po. 'yung iba nahiwalay, nasa kabilang side ng audi.
mrs cortez: okay, basta complete.
guy: nagtatagalog ka naman pala eh.
me: *smiles and nods again* sige, lipat na'ko sa likod. nice meeting you na lang.
guy: huy yung pictures!
friends: *laughtrip*

...naghihintay ng bestbus namin (na super na-late ng dating talaga!)...

miss liz: ano ba yan, pawis na pawis na'ko ha.
patsy: nasan na daw po ba si kuya francis?
miss liz: nako patsy, ikinalulungkot ko ngunit hindi pa siya natatagpuan. hay nako imbyerna.
:)) :)) :))

miss liz: gutom na kayo?
busmates: yes ma'aaaam.
miss liz: beh. :)) :)) :))

me: guys, lakad daw tayo.
busmates: *laugh*
nico: seryoso? ohmygosh.
pj: *laughs* nico!
nico: lakad daw.
me: joke yun nico. kaya kami tumatawa o.
nico: aaaahhh....
kolz: kaso ngayon hindi na yun joke. ikaw na yung joke eh. :)) :)) :))

me: grabe ang tagal naman. carding! CARDING!!
kolz: nasan na yung kariton!
me: sabi ko magdouble park lang dito eh!

*may dumaan sa highway na nakabike*
kolz: guys ayan na sundo natin! kanina ka pa namin hinihintay hoy!
manong sa bike: *lingon kay kolleen*
kolz: ay. *smiles at manong then tago* =)) =)) =))

*pagdating ni kuya francis*
kami: kuya! kamusta na?! CSR ka pa rin? kami eto, may asawa't anak na.
kuya: ay ganun ba?
me: oo, ako nga may kolehiyo na! dalawa!
rocky: ambilis ng panahon noh? parang kelan lang. :)) :)) :))

BUS TO ENDERUN

miss liz: girls. ayusin niyo mukha niyo ha? :))

nico: sinong may lipgloss?
kate: si haha.
nico: tapos? si haha what?
kate: =| may lipgloss.
nico: ah! haha borrow! :)) :))

HIGHLIGHT!!!
*faye labas baon*
nico: *arte voice* ohhmyyygooosshh.. may dunat (doughnut)!!! (malutong na malutong na solid na solid na bisaya eh)
busmates: *laughtrip*
nico: may donut naman talaga eh!
me: oo nga!
kolz: dunat gid uy! may dunat si pi (may donut si faye) !!
=)) =)) =)) =)) =))

recall
patsy: i'mnbufgsh.. ugmfthsh.. abdjustsh.. hooommaayygooossh. =)) =)) =))
wala na lang po siyang nasabi. =))

eva: diba dito tayo nagswimming?
kolz: dito? mahirap yun.
eva: ha?
bea: kotse kasi to eh.
eva: dito talaga tayo nagswimming!
kolz: mahirap nga yun eva!
me: kotse nga daw kasi to!
eva: ay anoba dun o! *turo sa labas*
me: eva kasi nagjoke si kolz eh.
kolz: *tingin kay eva na badtrip.xp*
eva: *laughs*
badtrip naghintay pa ng go signal. =)) =))

MCDO MCKINLEY HILL

kolz: may baon ka?
me: oo.
kolz: ako din. nakakahiya tayo. =))

kolz: ang tanga niyan. *turo sa name ng CHINESE INTERNATIONAL SCHOOL MANILA*
kolz: pano kaya maiintindihan ng mga inchek yan.

passerby: what school is this?
(pagkalagpas)
me: bobo yun. tanga ba siya, mcdo 'to.
kolz: :)) :)) :)) *suicide gunbang action* sobrang tanga.
me: pag may dumaan ulit, unahan mo na.. "mcdo to okay?! MCDO!! what school is this what school is this. engot!?!?!" =)) =)) =))

me: kolz pinagtitinginan nila tayo grabe. kanina pa grabe.
kolz: feel! nasa mcdo kasi tayo tapos kinakain natin nasa tupperware diba? talagang titignan tayo noh.
eva: *super pigil tawa*

kolz: ay may kwento ako.. *kuha fries ni eva* blah blah blah *kuha fries ni eva* tapos eto pa *kuha fries ni eva* blah blah blah *kuha fries ni eva* blah blah blah *laughs at funny part then kuha fries ni eva*
busmates: *tawa na ng tawa kay kolz*

rocky: grabe ang hyper natin.
eva: extra joss!!

tapos bumili kami ni kolz sa 7eleven ng tubig (for extra joss) at additional extra joss!!! :)):))

pagbalik...
rocky: grabe ka haha adik ka.
bea, me, kolz. *nagtimpla ng bagong bote ng joss* =))
the rest: pahingeeee!!
nico: joss joss joss!!! *adik face*
eva: ang saraaaaaapp.

ENDERUN

oh shucks. heaven. not the place, not the food, not the program... him. <3>

good heavens. frosh pa lang siyaaa. not much gap sa age. AAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHH!!

nung nakita ko siya as in tumigil world ko tapos may background music ... "i'm on a highway to hell!" :)) :)) :)) :))

he's hot as hell, heavenly as heaven. =)) =))

awh babe you got it all.

miss liz: you like it here?
me: *smiling at him* very much miss.
miss liz: *looks at him also*
me: *whispers* awh babe. if you were a grade, you'd be a 98. *smiles at him*
miss liz: oo nga.
me: awh babe. if you were a hotel, i'd rate rate 6-star.
miss liz: oo nga.
miss liz: sarap ng food noh?
me: mas masarap tingin niya.
miss liz: oo nga.
me: if you were a gift, i'd wrap you up every morning and open up the wrappers again everyday after school and i won't get tired of being surprised at your awesomeness.
miss liz: ay, ganun na ang level. hay. gusto ko dito magtrabaho. kahit serbidora lang. hahaha.
me: kung siya naman pagsisilbihan ko, kahit wag na'kong bayaran.
=)) =)) =))

*sees kirby*
me: hey! kirby.
kirby: hi.
me: *sees him with "T guy" and the other one (kirby's friends) BEHIND kirby* hih *smiles*
kaso si "T guy" na lang nakatingin nung nag-hi ako. badtrip. :))

awh babe. you so hott. =)) =)) =)) ika nga ng sabi sa best bus ng sinuman...

"nakalimutan na natin lahat ng lalaking nakilala natin simula birth hanggang 1 hour ago" =))

ikaw kasi eh. <3>

you mend hearts baby. :)) grabee ano ka ba sean!! perfect match tayo. pogi ka (this is an understatement of my honey XD), loyal ako. mayaman ka, nag-eextrajoss ako. perfect!!! =)) =)) =)) =))

see you soon honey. :"> (baliw na baliw na talaga sa kanya XDD)

okay, yung mga nangyari at napag-usapan sa bus nung uwian, secret na lang namin yun =)) =)) masyadong masaya para ishare. =)) jk.

you were never meant for me

MIDNIGHT HIGHWAY - DAPHNE LOVES DERBY

so there, got that from eva dear. emo mode? definitely NOT. i kinda like the rhythm. wanna get the chords and try playing it. my good ol' guitar has been displayed in the corner for quite some time. neglected. poor thing.

good lord, hope there's no classes tomorrow(i can dream right?). too lazy to go to school. i'd rather stay home with my folks than go to school and listen to the endless babbling of our teachers. i am still grateful to them even if i get bored.

oh dear, i think i'm sick. i feel awful. side effect of ...? hmm, hope not. i don't want to get worse.

before i hit the covers earlier this afternoon, filled-up my dlsu form. if ever i'll be studying there, i'll be in St. La Salle bldg for my management course. however, if i'll be pursuing human biology, i think i'll be in St. Joseph Hall. hope i'm getting it right.

anyway, that's it. my day's uneventful.

Don't you think it's obvious that I want to say more?
But anything too daring to say to you,
Will be said in this letter, then burned away,
So you never realize, I'm here.

but i'll never let this go

what a crappy day. i know it's too early to say that. it's just that, i slept late last night and woke up early today. 5am. only to find out that we do not have classes today. damn.

i was ready. i was just waiting for the school bus(i know. too old right? well, it's not my fault i don't know how to take public transportation.) to arrive. usually, kuya allan arrives quarter to six. it was already quarter past six, still no shadow of that green colored van. hmp. called trina, tita told me that it was announced last night that classes are suspended due to typhoon IGME. oh crap. if i knew it, i would still be sleeping soundly. rawr.

anyway, i have to end this bitterness. it happened already. can't redo.

so now, i am stuck here with my parents. bored to death.

cannot go anywhere. so here i am, using paolo's laptop. without permission. hahah. he's not here naman eh.

i will do some experimentations with the pictures. this time, i'll be using photoshop.

Maybe if my heart stops beating
It won't hurt this much
And never will I have to answer
Again to anyone

+Please don't get me wrong+

nais ko

masyadong napahaba ang aking tulog. nakalubog na ang haring araw, di manlang nakita ang pamamaalam nito sa akin.

tinapos na ang lahat ng takdang aralin bago pa man ihiga ang ulo sa malambot na unan. tapos na ang napaka habang takdang aralin sa calculus, naiprint na ang aking proyekto sa economics at sa cle.

wala ang aking ama sa bahay. kahapon pa. siya ay dumalo sa reunion ng kanyang mga kaklase noong hayskul sa Saint Andrew's School. hindi ko alam kung saan sila nagkita. basta lumakad silang magkakaibigan.

hindi ko alam kung bakit hindi kami natuloy kaninang umaga sa gateway. tinamad ata ang aking ina. hindi tuloy ako nakabili ng aking "load". buti na lamang umalis ang nakatatanda kong kapatid. nakipagkita na naman siya sa kanyang kasintahan. salamat kuya sa "load".

paggising ko, wala na sa tabi ko ang aking ina. hinanap ko siya tulad ng isang bata. natakot na walang sumagot ng siya'y aking tawagin. hindi ko alam kung bakit ako nagkaganoon. sa mali pang bahagi ng kama ako nagising.

ako'y bumangon at pumunta sa computer. pinagdaanan ko na naman ang mahabang proseso ng pagbubukas nito. nakakapagod na ngunit wala akong magagawa. ganoon talaga iyon.

katulad ng parating ginagawa sa computer, bubuksan ang ym, multiply, at blog. natuwa ako sa kung sinuman ang naglagay ng nais ko sa multiply ng aming klase. salamat sayo. kailangan natin iyon para sa periodical sa music. sinisimulan ko ng sauluhin ang kanta. kayhirap, pero kakayanin.

nais kong malibot ang mundo sa kanyang kasuluk-sulukan
nais kong makita ang paligid kong puno ng kagandahan
nais kong makadama ng kakaibang damdamin kahit minsan man lang
habang ako ay may buhay, wala nang hangarin pang tunay

walang kwenta ito. ALAM KO. wala ako masyado sa tamang katinuan.

hindi ko na alam kung ano pa dapat ang maramdaman. dapat bang matuwa dahil buhay pa rin ako? kainisan si gloria dahil may pasok pa rin bukas kahit sona?

ewan ko ba. ang gulo ng buhay ko. parang wala akong patutunguhan. ibang tao, gusto maulit pa ang buhay nila para mabalikan ang mga hindi niya nagawa at maitama ang mga kamalian niyang nagawa noon. ako? hindi na. ayos na sa akin ito. kung gaano man kaikli ang buhay, sana pa umikli pa. ang pangit talaga ng paraan ng pag gana ng utak ko. masama na ito.

masyado na rin ata mahaba ito. ititigil ko na ang mga walang kabuluhang pinagsasabi ko.

tadadadunnnnn :]

natrippan ko lang yung paint. ginawan ko si best friend. trip trip. halatang di marunong gumawa. haha.

maybe one day we'll end up free of this hurting

Okay, who was the last person who held your hand?

gabby. hahah. adik un.

Do you have a dirty mind?
nahh. syempre. COLC AKO EH :)

What would you do if you found out your ex is engaged?
oo nln :P

Who was the last person you shared a bed with?
my mom. hahah

Have you ever thought that your life was so bad you wanted to give up?
ohyehess :|

How many pillows on your bed?
three dito sa manda. eight sa cavite

Last place you ordered food from?
kfc. faye kasi eh :P
.
Have you ever had a surprise birthday party?
nope.

What school did you attend classes?
CSR

Have your brothers or sisters ever told you that you were adopted?
nope.

How's life?
UNFAIR :(

What are you excited for?
uhm, dying? hahah. para wala ng college college.

What is the last voice mail you received about?
di uso un sakin :D

Have you ever blocked someone on ym before?
nope. mabait ako eh :]

What do you order when you go to Taco Bell?
nachos

What did you do last night?
sleep

Last person you text messaged?
mom

Are you a good gf/bf?
I can be :)) - yan sagot ni nepo :] astig

Where do you see yourself in 5 years?

uhm, almost done with my human bio course sa la salle? hahah. ASA.

Are you happy right now?
honestly? hindi.

Last song you sang?
bust it baby :D

If you could change your eye color what would it be to?
BLUE :]

Have you ever done something you told yourself you wouldn't do?
yeahp.

Have you ever really wanted something so bad and got it?
i think?

What are you doing right now?

chatting, doin this stuff

What is your current problem?
hmm..

What color are your eyes?
brown baby.

When is your next trip?
dunno?

Who do you make fun of the most?
TEACHERS - tsktsk nepo :P

Whats the longest you’ve ever talked on the phone?
4 hours? can't remember.

How many 20 dollar bills do you have on you right now?
nahhdaahhh

Have you seen your best friend cry?
yehess.

Would you ever consider having a long distance relationship?
nope?

known for 10 years or more?
family(like duhh), neighbors(cavite), csr friends

Do you need to know everything about someone's past?

not EVERYthing

Do you know how to drive a stick shift?
nope

Anything hurt on your body right now?
meeee arms and legs :|

Who will you be with this Sunday night?
family

Have you done anything bad recently?
yeahp.

Do you get along with your parents?
yeah.

What are you listening to?
emily - paraluman

When was the last time you laughed?
kanina :)

Have you ever been stalked?
yun thunderbirds. hahah

What was the last thing you cried about?
un na un.

What color is your tissue box?
bluegreen

Do you have a hard time admitting you're wrong?
sometimes?

What was the best thing that happened to you in 2008?
hmm, la ako maicp.

Who was the last person that made you laugh?
miggy :D

Have any regrets?
who doesn't? right right?

trying to escape the misery

well, another schoolweek passed by. super busy. rawr.

THURSDAY?
had fun. did some poses with bea and kolleen :) gossip girl style. hahah. blair and serena :)

FRIDAY?
best day of the week. aside from being the LAST day, we always have a good schedule. had our career talk from 8 till 11. at 11:20, did the DEAR thng. Drop Everything And Read. hahah.

mrs cortez made us answer the sheet something. it was really AWESOME? hahah. nahh. she said, "you're organized, a planner blah blah blah."

but there is another thing. she said my "WEAKNESS" (DAW).

HAVING TROUBLE IN COMMUNICATING YOUR FEELINGS? the hell!?

yeahyeah. sometimes. anyway. hahah.

one o'clock, had our club activity. VOLLEYBALL :) super saya.

KASO, super sakit ng mga kamay. namamaga na naun :(

ayun, pero ok pa yan. lalo na.
GLORY PA NG FIRST EVER (NA PUMASOK NA) OVERHEAD SERVICE :)
tapos! nagkabanggaan kami ni mikee :P kala ko ako hahabol sa bola. hinabol niya rin pala. ansakit dn. ni-spike ko nun un bola tas PUMASOK. hahah. saya ko :)

hahah. ambabaw ko. ok ln yan, wag muna problemahin un pasok bukas :)

nun uwian na, kita ko si KAREN :) namura ko siya. hahah. sorry :P gulat ako ehh. di kasi nagsabing pupunta. galing tate :) naks.

nilibre niya kami sa puffery :) yaman. lol.

laughtrip talaga. kawawa pa pala si kam na pinapalibutan ng mga "BATA" kanina :P tagal kasi nun isang tao eh :D

ayun. so, un mga nagcareer talk nga pla: UST, ASSUMPTION, LETRAN

as usual, kukuha ako sa assumption. seventh ko ng pag-aaplyan yan. PARANOID :D

nasubmit na ng mum ko un ADMU ko. sa september 14 exam ko. right :)

well, that's it.

.wish that i could move on :) nice wun baby.

my future begins there

begins where? wtf.

went to ADMU this morning for the review. got my upcat refresher mock test score. FAILED.
i almost passed that friggin test. ten points nalang. damn.

had an "ok" afternoon. went to mega to look for heels. no CMG. tss. went to shang. looked for black heels sa celine and cmg. unfortunately, the shoes i saw last time pulled out na ata. basta wala na.

pero, i found na something na pwedeng replacement dun sa cmg shoes. sa marks and spencer.
mom bought it naman. didn't know na price pala nun almost 4k. hahah. ok na daw eh.

so, average day. un nga ln, dumating na naman tong course subject.

told them i will be taking medtech sa uste. third year pa nila alam un. tas ngayon, biglang hindi na naman. ang gulo.

"GUSTO MO BA TALAGA MAGMEDICINE?"

"ok ln."

"HINDI PWEDENG OK LANG."

obvious naman na un gusto ko db?

kaya, i took thaa dlsu guide. went upstairs and scanned it.

i'm thinking of human bio. dlsu lang kasi meron nun.

so, baba ulit ako. told them na human bio kukunin ko sa la salle. six years, doctor na ko. another two years nalang if i want to specialize pa. nice.

tanungin ba naman ako..

"PAANO PAG PUMASA KA SA ATENEO AT LA SALLE? SAAN KA PUPUNTA?"

sabihin ko sana, la salle nalang. pero syempre hindi pwede. sabi ko nalang bahala na. pag pumasa sa pareho, chaka ko na pagiisipan.

hai! pucha. parusa. sa UST?

sabi ko, HINDI na ko mag medtech :'( archi nalang. ok lang daw.

peste. anong buhay toh?

"ANO BA KASI TALAGA GUSTO MO?"

WALA. pwede ba yun?

as usual, crybaby na naman kinalabasan ko.

.SOMETIMES I FEEL SO ALL ALONE

ECONOMISTS :)

they called our section THE economists since our adviser is Mrs. Geraldine Uy Cortez, who also happens to be our teacher in economics. CORNY. i know. hahah.

ECONOMIST - one who is proficient in economics. rawr :)

so there, antonette made our multiply account. we had deliberations pa regarding the username.



that's the account :) di pa na eedit. netfreaks! do your JOB :)

un ln :)

ciao.

the ATENEAN way

so there, had our best schedule yesterday. career talk from three biggie universities :) then watched troy for our english class :D

the three universities?

ATENEO DE MANILA UNIVERSITY
DE LA SALLE - COLLEGE OF SAINT BENILDE
DE LA SALLE UNIVERSITY

ohmy. thought the speakers will be biting each other. damn. hahah. but it was really fun.

others were thinking the atenean speaker was sort of boastful. but i thought otherwise. he had something to brag about naman eh. right? :)

i really like to be in that university and be a TRUE BLUE ATENEAN :)

there. after lunch, headed back to the avr. watched TROY :D

PARIS is gay. the way he acted. oh crap
ACHILLES is thaa SHIZNITT :) hahah.
HECTOR. hmm, he's alright :)

haha and kolleen? thaa best :D muntikan na magsama mukha namin ni haha sa takot. super dikit mukha kahapon. si kolz? na experience niya un pag dig ng finger nails sa braso niya. hahah. sorry :)

the best un mga lines dun sa movie. hahah

"I AM AFRAID OF WATCHING YOU SAIL AWAY AND NEVER COME BACK."
"I DON'T WANT A HERO. I WANT A MAN I COULD GROW OLD WITH."
"IF I HURT YOU, IT WAS NOT WHAT I WANTED."

aww :P

what else?

ngayon, pupunta ako sa dream school ko :) ATENEO. review class.

weird ng kuya ko. pag gising niya kanina, sinabihan ako ng goodluck. tas narealize niya na review nga lang pala ngayon. hahah.

yan na muna :)

lapit na ko umalis.