my future begins there

begins where? wtf.

went to ADMU this morning for the review. got my upcat refresher mock test score. FAILED.
i almost passed that friggin test. ten points nalang. damn.

had an "ok" afternoon. went to mega to look for heels. no CMG. tss. went to shang. looked for black heels sa celine and cmg. unfortunately, the shoes i saw last time pulled out na ata. basta wala na.

pero, i found na something na pwedeng replacement dun sa cmg shoes. sa marks and spencer.
mom bought it naman. didn't know na price pala nun almost 4k. hahah. ok na daw eh.

so, average day. un nga ln, dumating na naman tong course subject.

told them i will be taking medtech sa uste. third year pa nila alam un. tas ngayon, biglang hindi na naman. ang gulo.

"GUSTO MO BA TALAGA MAGMEDICINE?"

"ok ln."

"HINDI PWEDENG OK LANG."

obvious naman na un gusto ko db?

kaya, i took thaa dlsu guide. went upstairs and scanned it.

i'm thinking of human bio. dlsu lang kasi meron nun.

so, baba ulit ako. told them na human bio kukunin ko sa la salle. six years, doctor na ko. another two years nalang if i want to specialize pa. nice.

tanungin ba naman ako..

"PAANO PAG PUMASA KA SA ATENEO AT LA SALLE? SAAN KA PUPUNTA?"

sabihin ko sana, la salle nalang. pero syempre hindi pwede. sabi ko nalang bahala na. pag pumasa sa pareho, chaka ko na pagiisipan.

hai! pucha. parusa. sa UST?

sabi ko, HINDI na ko mag medtech :'( archi nalang. ok lang daw.

peste. anong buhay toh?

"ANO BA KASI TALAGA GUSTO MO?"

WALA. pwede ba yun?

as usual, crybaby na naman kinalabasan ko.

.SOMETIMES I FEEL SO ALL ALONE