rejoice in life's splendor cause death awaits like an old friend

This is obviously my first post in this blog. I decided to leave my old one. It's full of shit cause I made that like three years ago. I was twelve years old then. Which means the content is practically about girlie stuff. What a dreadful thing right? How could I have done that? I was oblivious of the proper things to post here way back. At least now, I already know and wouldn't look dim-witted. I have - matter of factly - grown up but still underage. That sucks. No driver's license. No credit card of your own. No private place for you to stay. NOTHING. Well that is an overstatement. I actually have my pals around. 'Course I have my family too. But are they really around? I think I'd rather not have them. Ill thing for me to say. This is just the effect of having a down in the dumps life. I should have gotten used to it by now. Oh well. Stop with this over-the-top family thing. It's completely rubbish.

Moving on, I made this hoping that I could produce good stories or poems. I shall emulate my sibling. Who is lucidly my opposite. Better marks. Better school. Actually best in everything. Still, I think highly of him though I get hurt at times because of our disparity. I should at the very least try to be like him in some way. Which I think is in writing. I can say that I find solace in writing. But, I'm not someone who is really good in grammar. Maybe that's why I don't usually publish everything or I would restrict it for my contacts slash friends. I think I'd better do some opening up.

I guess that's it for now. AU REVOIR.