I WILL BE FOR YOU IF YOU LET ME.

current song: SHAWTYITSYOURBOOTY :)

"girl i'm addicted to you."

uhm, watched TWILIGHT last friday. it was just an OKAY movie. wasn't great at all. not bad either. IF AND IF you read the book before you watch the god damn flick, you'll be in OUR side. two grueling hours of vampire film. GOD! the only thing i somehow liked was the baseball part. RAWR. THE MOVIE HOUSE WAS FULL OF THE "OOOHHS" AND "AHHHHHS" of the audience. EXCEPT FOR THE THREE OF US. when edward "glittered", we were the only ones laughing. DAMN. i wanted to ask everyone, "HAVE YOU READ THE BOOK!?" what a horrible audience.

so there, disappointing. anyway, something to look forward to. HARRY POTTER - TALES OF BEEDLE THE BARD. can't believe i'm exchanging a NIKE AIR FORCE for that book and WICKED. garrrr. hahah. WEIRD ME :)

ohyeah. got a NEW line from a fic i was reading earlier.

"WILL YOU BE MY GIRLFRIEND TIL THE DAY YOU BECOME MY FIANCEé?"

MUSHY. i know. it's really sweet and icky at the same time. the hell you care? :D

kiddin'.

"WILL YOU?"

BEST MAN IN THE WORLD

PATSY'S WRITE-UP.


Mia is an exceptional and well-balanced individual. Her endeavors are laced with excellence, proven by the fact that she has already accomplished a lot of things at such a young age. A typical day would start with her school activities and it will always end with one last look at her textbooks and assignments. It would be very difficult to sway her focus when she is studying.

Although, she devotes most of her time to her studies, it wouldn’t do justice to say that she is devoid of fun and recreation. She is a typical teenager, usually surfing the internet on her free time-looking for new songs and new novels to read. She likes to watch movies with her friends. Mia is also a fun person to be with since she can always come up with a new activity to explore.

As her high school years come to an end, Mia will face another crossroad in her life. The university life that lies ahead will be filled with difficulties that will test her character. But with the preparation she received in school and her quick-witted persona, it is rest assured that Mia will pass her next test in flying colors. There will be no doubt that success will always follow.

WE WERE ALMOST THERE.

Can you tell me
How can one miss what she's never had
How could I reminisce when there is no past
How could I have memories of being happy with you boy
Could someone tell me how can this be
How could my mind pull up incidents
Recall dates and times that never happened
How could we celebrate a love that's to late
And how could I really mean the words I'm bout to say

yeah babe, what happened?

it's been quite some time since i posted my sht stuff here. i was too stressed out by school works, college preparations, national congress, and my anxiety attacks. i cannot comprehend why these stuff are suddenly pouring or whatever you call it.

i hate how people notice your mistakes easily. as if they are perfect. go to hell LOSERS! stop being nosy and mind your own business. why don't you start getting a life?

i hate how other people seem to DITCH you. like, HELLO? ARE YOU STILL THERE? god! you call yourselves friends? better stop and think twice. you've got all the time you need. oops. not ALL the time in the world sweetie.

i hate being pressured and you know it. i want everything to be accomplished but there's one thing i don't need to get those things done. PRESSURE. take it with you. don't need it as a companion.

i hate BACKSTABBERS. who would want them? right? you thought she's your friend. after some time, you'd find out she's saying outrageous stuff about you. you motherfuckers! get lost! keep in mind that SCARS won't fade away.

i hate KISS ASS people. ugh, can you not get "there" without "filling" the teacher's head. play fair. we all want THAT thing.


I am so full of love.
I am so full of hate.
I am so full of these feelings
That turn me every which way.

I am so full of you.
I am so full of me.
I am so full of these words
That don't tell her a fucking thing.

give me a good reason why you left me hanging.
explain to me why - of all the ways - we ended like this.
help me understand, help me move on.
you tell me to move on with my life.
how is that possible when my life left me already?

MY FUTURE JUST ENDED

had my DLSUCET today. OCTOBER 12, 2008 (SUNDAY)
GATE 1
room L210
seat number 8

goodbye LA SALLE. i shall never see you again. ENTER the school EVER again. if i pass?


MIRACLES DO HAPPEN :|


did i finish the friggin subtests? nuh-uhh. shotgun answering. that's how i finished it.


god! you're so great if i pass the test. please lord. pero if i were to choose between la salle and ateneo, i'd go for ATENEO :)


FUTURE ENDED THERE.

ALBERT EINSTEIN

wow, it's been a long time. haven't posted anything here for the past month. well, too many things to do and pressure is everywhere. LITERALLY.

had my ACET last september 14. it was OK. i hope i pass the test.

had practices for the chorale. we LOST, but it's ok. we had fun and that's what matters most.

had my ACAT last saturday. i passed! hell yeah :) i have a school already. happiness.

hmm, had the science and math celebration today. CRAMMING CRAMMING CRAMMING. team EINSTEIN yo!

eli said, "WE'RE GIVING EINSTEIN A BAD NAME."

i agree! hahah.

we were answering the questions for the primary and intermediate level. it was easy. of course :)

we got a prize for answering the trivia questions.

eli's answer: DEOXYRIBONUCLEIC ACID
patsy's answer: LEUKOCYTES

ohyeah. we answered right :)

highschool division.

GOD! the questions were mind boggling. as usual. too much pressure for me. i'm the senior eh. NO STUDYING POLICY. ahright :)

we weren't expecting the outcome. SWEAR! no one studied in our group. oops. correction. the frosh studied. she wasn't even bothered. SMARTY PANTS :)

it was really unexpected, but we are really grateful. we had to go through the clincher round against team PYTHAGORAS. i was really lucky to get the final answer. it was about physics. can't rely on the younger students. they don't know physics. heard, but knew nothing about it.

LAW OF INTERACTION :)

oh how i love you. we won because of you :D

tiring day, but we had a blast :)

THREE WORDS. EIGHT LETTERS. SAY IT AND I'M YOURS

JUST A RECAP OF WHAT HAPPENED LAST FRIDAY:

MANG BERTING'S TAHUAN ATBP. :)

it was a grueling day but worth it. POSITIVELY. first entrep of the seniors :] oh god, i am a senior and that sucks. i am old and cranky and feeble. tss. going back to MANG BERTING'S TAHUAN ATBP., we sold everything. SERIOUSLY. that's way too cool for me. to think that we weren't able to buy the ice cream because we couldn't find a store or ice plant that sells dry ice. suckers. MANG BERTING'S TAHUAN ATBP. should have been MANG BERTING'S SORBETESAN AT TAHUAN :( anyway, we did it and i'm proud to say that.

after the entrep, we had our club activity. obviously, i was in the covered court. VOLLEYBALL. something stupid happened and that i am ashamed of. but looking on the brighter side, i saved the ball. with a little boooooobooooooooo though :D

went home. surprised. shocked. amazed. dazzled. baffled. hahah. everything. my mom gave me a gift. actually, i got two packages. one from DOROTHY PERKINS and the other, DEBENHAMS. yeah. i was shocked. my birthday? nahh. not till october. she got me 2 pink blouses - yeah, it's pink - from dorothy perkins. got a skirt from debenhams. woah. totally. UNEXPECTED but highly appreciated :)

did some reading for my UA&P exam.

SATURDAY CAME.

went to ATENEO for my acet mock test. took the test seriously? oh please! you're humoring me :D

after that, we attended mass. bought myself six MONGOL #1 PENCILS, SHARPENERS(yes. it's plural.) , and another eraser. wait, i forgot. i bought myself a new book :) actually, i made them buy me the book. third installment of MAXIMUM RIDE. who influenced me on reading that awesome book? ADRIAN WILLIAM BERNARDO TAN. ohyeah. thanks :)

slept late. weird right? the fact that, my exam the next day is in the morning.

HERE COMES TODAY :]

woke up at around 6 am. what time was my exam? 7:45. hahah. well UA&P is just near. fifteen minute driving, i'll be there. right on time.

ROOM: TELENGTAN (FIFTH FLOOR)

i was with JANINE and NELLIE. victor was there too. like 2 seats away from me. we didn't greet each other. hahah. as if. the other victor was in another room. probably with pam.

how was the test? i think it's easier than the upcat. i got more correct answers in math. i guess. my final answers appeared in the choices. that was awesome. hahah.

UA&P's test is very different from the other tests. reading comprehension wasn't completely multiple choice. just the vocabulary part. abstract reasoning? it was waaaaay toooo abstract for me to understand. i was turning the paper in all directions, still i couldn't see the correct answer. blaaahh. well, that's life.

hoping i'll pass that exam. RAQUEL SACDALAN! i'll keep my promise. if i pass that, i'll treat you - starbucks :) venti or whatever you like? hahah.

toodles :]

LIFE WITHOUT YOU ISN'T WORTH LIVING

EDWARD CULLEN VS A BOOHOOOO :)

A normal guy would say: “I love you Baby!”
Edward Cullen would say: “You are my life now.”

Normal Guy would say: “I think I am falling for you.”
Edward Cullen would say: “The Lion fell in Love with the Lamb”

Normal Guy would say: “You hair looks like a haystack; go brush it!”
Edward Cullen would say: "Your hair looks like a haystack but I like it.”

A normal guy would pick a random song from a random artist and dedicate it to you.
Edward Cullen would sing you a song he wrote for you while playing the piano.

If you died, a normal guy would find another.
If you died, Edward would kill himself cause life without you isn’t worth living.

"Well, I wasn't going to live without you.." He rolled his eyes as if that fact were childishly obvious. "..but I wasn't sure how to do it. I knew Emmet and Jasper would never help so I was thinking maybe I would go to Italy and do something to provoke the Volturi."

As you leave the house, a normal guy would say: “Bye, see ya!”
As you leave the house Edward Cullen would say: “Come back to me, love.”

He smiled my favorite smile. "Hurry back to me."
"Always."

As you come back to the house, a normal guy would be watching TV and wouldn’t even notice.
As you come back to the house, Edward Cullen would be welcoming you by playing the piano with a song just for you.

"I heard the music before I was out of the car. Edward hadn't touched his piano since the night Alice left. Now, as I shut the door, I heard the song morph through a bridge and change into my lulluby. Edward was welcoming me home.'

A normal guy would wait for you to make him breakfast.
Edward Cullen would make you breakfast everyday.

While you are both out for dinner, a normal guy wouldn’t keep his eyes off the sexy waitress.
Edward Cullen wouldn’t even notice the waitress was a female.

A normal guy, while driving, would keep one hand on the wheel and one hand on the radio.
Edward Cullen, while driving, would keep one hand on the wheel and the other attached to yours.

While far apart in different places, a normal guy would say: “I miss you.”
While far apart in different places, Edward Cullen would say: “It’s like you've taken half myself with you.”

A normal guy wouldn’t care or notice if you had nightmares.
Edward Cullen would sing until your nightmares went away.
"Do you want me to sing to you? I'll sing all night if it will keep the bad dreams away."

A normal guy does it with everyone.
Edward Cullen only does it with one.

A normal guy buys you flowers and chocolates.
Edward Cullen buys you a car.

-nice. like it :]