CHRISTMAS WISHLIST :)

okaaaay. so here is my Christmas wishlist for this year :)
i know it's way too EXPENSIVE. kaya kung sino makapagbibigay sakin ng isa sa mga ito, mahal na mahal talaga kita at pakakasalan kita :) hahah.

this is the shizzz babe :*

oh please lord. send me my angel :) i want these babies.

I HATE TO ADMIT

"i hate to admit it, but i think i'm already falling for you." oh my. this sucks.

"LORENZO" seemed to be ages ago. but when i see him with her or talking about her or spending time with her, sheeesh! i want to strangle the girl.

i know i should not be doing this right NOW because i have some other IMPORTANT things to attend to. but i guess, letting this thing out will take HIM out of my mind. oh please do take him out of my already boggled mind.

how will i know if he's the RIGHT ONE already?
if he sings for me.

so, i'll be waiting for the CALL. i'll be waiting for that SPECIAL SONG.

i must bid goodbye to the "LORENZO" that had a very special place in my heart. i hate to see you go. maybe we're not the right ONE for each other. i'm sure you'll find her. we must go on and stop hurting each other. FRIENDS? yes. BEST FRIENDS :)

so i'll be here;
patiently waiting for the ONE.

I WILL BE FOR YOU IF YOU LET ME.

current song: SHAWTYITSYOURBOOTY :)

"girl i'm addicted to you."

uhm, watched TWILIGHT last friday. it was just an OKAY movie. wasn't great at all. not bad either. IF AND IF you read the book before you watch the god damn flick, you'll be in OUR side. two grueling hours of vampire film. GOD! the only thing i somehow liked was the baseball part. RAWR. THE MOVIE HOUSE WAS FULL OF THE "OOOHHS" AND "AHHHHHS" of the audience. EXCEPT FOR THE THREE OF US. when edward "glittered", we were the only ones laughing. DAMN. i wanted to ask everyone, "HAVE YOU READ THE BOOK!?" what a horrible audience.

so there, disappointing. anyway, something to look forward to. HARRY POTTER - TALES OF BEEDLE THE BARD. can't believe i'm exchanging a NIKE AIR FORCE for that book and WICKED. garrrr. hahah. WEIRD ME :)

ohyeah. got a NEW line from a fic i was reading earlier.

"WILL YOU BE MY GIRLFRIEND TIL THE DAY YOU BECOME MY FIANCEé?"

MUSHY. i know. it's really sweet and icky at the same time. the hell you care? :D

kiddin'.

"WILL YOU?"

BEST MAN IN THE WORLD

PATSY'S WRITE-UP.


Mia is an exceptional and well-balanced individual. Her endeavors are laced with excellence, proven by the fact that she has already accomplished a lot of things at such a young age. A typical day would start with her school activities and it will always end with one last look at her textbooks and assignments. It would be very difficult to sway her focus when she is studying.

Although, she devotes most of her time to her studies, it wouldn’t do justice to say that she is devoid of fun and recreation. She is a typical teenager, usually surfing the internet on her free time-looking for new songs and new novels to read. She likes to watch movies with her friends. Mia is also a fun person to be with since she can always come up with a new activity to explore.

As her high school years come to an end, Mia will face another crossroad in her life. The university life that lies ahead will be filled with difficulties that will test her character. But with the preparation she received in school and her quick-witted persona, it is rest assured that Mia will pass her next test in flying colors. There will be no doubt that success will always follow.

WE WERE ALMOST THERE.

Can you tell me
How can one miss what she's never had
How could I reminisce when there is no past
How could I have memories of being happy with you boy
Could someone tell me how can this be
How could my mind pull up incidents
Recall dates and times that never happened
How could we celebrate a love that's to late
And how could I really mean the words I'm bout to say

yeah babe, what happened?

it's been quite some time since i posted my sht stuff here. i was too stressed out by school works, college preparations, national congress, and my anxiety attacks. i cannot comprehend why these stuff are suddenly pouring or whatever you call it.

i hate how people notice your mistakes easily. as if they are perfect. go to hell LOSERS! stop being nosy and mind your own business. why don't you start getting a life?

i hate how other people seem to DITCH you. like, HELLO? ARE YOU STILL THERE? god! you call yourselves friends? better stop and think twice. you've got all the time you need. oops. not ALL the time in the world sweetie.

i hate being pressured and you know it. i want everything to be accomplished but there's one thing i don't need to get those things done. PRESSURE. take it with you. don't need it as a companion.

i hate BACKSTABBERS. who would want them? right? you thought she's your friend. after some time, you'd find out she's saying outrageous stuff about you. you motherfuckers! get lost! keep in mind that SCARS won't fade away.

i hate KISS ASS people. ugh, can you not get "there" without "filling" the teacher's head. play fair. we all want THAT thing.


I am so full of love.
I am so full of hate.
I am so full of these feelings
That turn me every which way.

I am so full of you.
I am so full of me.
I am so full of these words
That don't tell her a fucking thing.

give me a good reason why you left me hanging.
explain to me why - of all the ways - we ended like this.
help me understand, help me move on.
you tell me to move on with my life.
how is that possible when my life left me already?

MY FUTURE JUST ENDED

had my DLSUCET today. OCTOBER 12, 2008 (SUNDAY)
GATE 1
room L210
seat number 8

goodbye LA SALLE. i shall never see you again. ENTER the school EVER again. if i pass?


MIRACLES DO HAPPEN :|


did i finish the friggin subtests? nuh-uhh. shotgun answering. that's how i finished it.


god! you're so great if i pass the test. please lord. pero if i were to choose between la salle and ateneo, i'd go for ATENEO :)


FUTURE ENDED THERE.

ALBERT EINSTEIN

wow, it's been a long time. haven't posted anything here for the past month. well, too many things to do and pressure is everywhere. LITERALLY.

had my ACET last september 14. it was OK. i hope i pass the test.

had practices for the chorale. we LOST, but it's ok. we had fun and that's what matters most.

had my ACAT last saturday. i passed! hell yeah :) i have a school already. happiness.

hmm, had the science and math celebration today. CRAMMING CRAMMING CRAMMING. team EINSTEIN yo!

eli said, "WE'RE GIVING EINSTEIN A BAD NAME."

i agree! hahah.

we were answering the questions for the primary and intermediate level. it was easy. of course :)

we got a prize for answering the trivia questions.

eli's answer: DEOXYRIBONUCLEIC ACID
patsy's answer: LEUKOCYTES

ohyeah. we answered right :)

highschool division.

GOD! the questions were mind boggling. as usual. too much pressure for me. i'm the senior eh. NO STUDYING POLICY. ahright :)

we weren't expecting the outcome. SWEAR! no one studied in our group. oops. correction. the frosh studied. she wasn't even bothered. SMARTY PANTS :)

it was really unexpected, but we are really grateful. we had to go through the clincher round against team PYTHAGORAS. i was really lucky to get the final answer. it was about physics. can't rely on the younger students. they don't know physics. heard, but knew nothing about it.

LAW OF INTERACTION :)

oh how i love you. we won because of you :D

tiring day, but we had a blast :)